My, oh my.
At this moment, I am feeling deeply moved by Sarah Ballantyne, The Paleo Mom, who has shared a truly epic post about stress an]e last two years of her life. I highly recommend you take a look. I have not been this inspired by a blog post in a good long while.
Deeply inspired, but also really, really tired.
I am trying to take the lesson from Sarah and be pro-active in managing my stress. To do that, I have to admit sooner rather than later that I am feeling the strain. Bar study, combined with my regular family responsibilities, is really pushing me over the edge.
That doesn’t mean that I want to stop doing any of what I’m doing. I love blogging; it’s an immense relief from thinking about civil procedure and constitutional law and wills and trusts and all the other 4,037 rules of law that I am supposed to know, cold, when I finally take my exam. And of course, I can’t exactly leave my family behind — nor would I want to do so (mostly; sometimes, when the bickering starts, a desert island doesn’t sound so bad).
So I’m trying, instead, to help myself by recognizing the overwhelmed feelings and being pro-active about getting a little relief. I’ve shared my current supplement routine here before. These days, I’ve added ashwagandha and NAC to the mix. Ashwagandha is another adaptogenic herb meant to support the immune system, which makes me less likely to come down with the creeping crud, while NAC helps my body produce glutathione (an incredibly important anti-oxidant for general health that can be lacking in people under a lot of stress or who have autoimmune conditions).
I’m also attempting to get more sleep (always a difficult thing for me), and to be more present when I am not actively studying. Sleep, obviously, makes everything else I do for myself better and more effective — it’s just a matter of remembering that fact when I am tempted to short-change myself.
Presence, of course, is always something to strive for. It is often incredibly difficult for me to disentangle from thoughts of what else I “should” be doing … and it always seems there is something else I should be doing. So this challenge to myself will be even more important as I enter the home stretch of my studies. Just because I need to focus on the bar doesn’t mean the rest of my life needs to be neglected.
What about you? As you head into the second month of the New Year, what are the things you want to focus on? Please feel free to drop a line in the comments.